Wake up. go to school. T12101A. Stare at computer screen until 5pm. sometimes 6.
cool life huh.

The gym design looks like reminds me of some competition wall from a video, but pretty good. And the volume looks more appropriate on the 45deg. Well the gym belongs to everyone who uses it. And everyone who uses it should do a part to help.

2 sides in a story, i just can't get to the right side.

The rock gym gonna be closed for abt 1 week due to wet paint, sad. so find other sources to fuel my adrenaline.

Had dinner at swensen's today, treat from my aunt, so i treated her ben & jerry's. Asked why 12yr old cousin doesn't like ice-cream, since i thought all kids liked em', and he told me he preferred salty stuff, and wouldn't mind salty ice-cream. haha.

Its almost been 2 weeks into the course, and tomorrow shall mark the end of 1 module. and 2 more weeks to go. wahaha. mind over matter.

Anyway. problems come and go, there are neverending. if they end, i think i'll have been dead. what's life without problems? life without a struggle would probably a really dull life. so maybe we should complain less about our struggles. or rather go for the solutions.

I've came to realise how many people write what they do, their daily what-so-evers in their blogs, but not most of em' are really interesting to read, especially if their mostly routine stuff. like denan says, blogs are for recordin memorable stuff which has happened in your life, just in case one day your brain decides to erase them off your memory. Thinking about it, it can be pretty useful when your girlfriend decides to ask you questions like when is your anniversary and blah blah. Imagine if you can't come up with an answer. ohh. i rather not imagine it.

And it ends here. or not.

Today being the first day of the year of the pig, its.. in my point of view one of the most boring chinese new year first-days i had. Went to visit my grandma then my other grandma's sister. That's about it. My two cousins only came awhile in the morning, then ciao to the husband/boyfriend's house or smth ah.i duno. Got 4 12"pizzas for lunch and wth. we cudn't finish it.

So my angbao collection has not reached its peak yet. haha. anyway that's just a part of the celebrations. The mood of Chinese New Year doesn't really seem to be there yet, i think there needs to be a whole lota company to make it really meaningful and interesting. And fireworks banned in S'pore, so no choice go elsewhere to set them off. hahaha.

Oh and wishing all you people out there, regardless of age, gender, race, religion, a Happy Chinese New Year. woohoo.

Studying 8-5 everyday, holidays in 3 weeks time, its not too bad actually.

Unexpected things happen all the time, and something unexpected happened 3 days ago.

Darren's lung collapsed, ended him up in hospital. I was shock, taken aback. More likely from why he was alright one moment and into the hospital another. Just that day, we went for a run at the stadium, and i went back with him after that. We were talking, but he was just giving me 'one-word' replies. I tot he was tired, so halfway through i went to take the train. Next day, got notice that he went to hospital about minutes after i said 'bye' to him.

Then went to visit him at the hospital the next day, he told us about the tube inserting into his lung. sheesh. Unpleasant, i don't think thats even strong enough to describe it. Imagine a tube inserted into ur lung through your body while u're still concious. I heard his mum cried.How would you feel is you had to see your child suffering and there's nothing you can do. But it was great to see him being able to talk, eat, doing simple things in life which many of us often take advantage of.

After his discharge from hospital, went to visit him again. This time, darren, u look more ok. haha. But rmb, dun get discouraged. You will get well and you can do the things which you wana do. Always keep a strong mind, and believe in yourself.

Tomorrow is Valentines Day. Woohooo

I'm gonna find you, Denan. hahaha

Its gonna be fun tomorrow, for many couples that is. I think i should go find some girls, i've been around dudes too much ever since i've joined SP, especially those in my class. The yin yang in my system not balanced already. Not enough female essence in my life. arrrhh.
Even though now got 2 girls in my new class, but still gotta find more.. MORE!!!
Sorry i hope that didn't scare many of you

The run during the afternn was pretty good, was shagged and our famished bodies told us that we had to eat.
So rushed home, rushed out. Yaki n Yuki was the place, i don't really know why they gave it that name. haha. Sounds quite unique. So ok la, the food not bad. I think we ate lots of meat. Chicken meat. Fish meat. Beef meat. Scallop meat. Otah meat. and so on.

So we got to mark's place and we drank and talked crap. Then we did some crappy stuff, but quite enjoyable ar. Only thing is that i can see many of em' are damn tired so we left at around 11.10

On the way back on cab, me, o-liver, de-nan passed by the ECP and then got jam.
Wa? This time still got jam. So there probably has been some kinda accident or something.
As the driver drove on, we reached the place where the accident occured ah.
and the accident was SERIOUS. How serious?
Two cars kena. O-liver guessed one car skidded off the 2nd lane, hit the left barricade and i think somehow another car got affected. One of the car's had its front part ripped apart, as well as the bumper badly damaged. And another car crashed onto the right barricade of the road, the side of it badly damaged.

Fire truck came.
Ambulance came.
Tow truck came.
And i can't believe other taxi drivers still had the guts to overtake other vehicles in the jam by going by the left shoulder. Wth man, accident just happened and that lane only for ambulance or emergency vehicles ah.

Anyway it was fierce. But it gave a harsh reminder on how fragile life is, and are we just gona let our lives just fade away.
Are we given a life to just let if fade away, or to treasure every moment of it?
For myself, I don't treasure every moment of my life, maybe not just yet.
But why is it that in times of trouble that people seem to find the best in themselves or others?
and it is in times of trouble where we realise how weak we are no matter how strong we may seem, and then it becomes up to us if we can transform this weakness to our advantage.

fooooo.. exams over sia.
on to one more month of school and then gonna have my break.

Alot of things i've seen, heard, felt, tasted and smelt since i've last put in an entry. I've been on some kinda like a routine this week man. Gym, run, gym, run. oh - and climb =D. Climbing is what gives pushes me to my limit in more ways than 1. It really tests your ability on how strong a person can be mentally, much more than physically. You can be damn strong, but that doesn't mean you can climb.

Gonna be running later again with nimp, wolf, liver, yeo.. This time i wana really make sure not I really push myself, but the others as well. I care for my friends hahaha. But i think mr.wolf, this is a message to you.. I know you can do better, but you really have to go beyond your limits at times. In the long term, it won't be just good for building up body or losing weight, you'll see you'll see.

Ah btw, anyone interested in climbing Mt. Ophir?